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Friday, October 31, 2008

Missing Mom



Today I miss my Mom. It has been 7 years today since she has been gone. ;( Not a day goes by that I don not think about her or miss her. Words cannot say what kind of person she was. She cared so much about other people and thier needs that she often forgot about herself. She would have done anything for me and April, no matter what it was. I miss her rockin out in her car... most of the time she didn't know the words but she would pretend (i get that from her) ! She had the biggest heart in the world and when I had Eliott he became her life. He was so little when she died that I try so hard to remind him of her everyday because I am afraid that he will forget her. I know in my heart that he will always remember her but I just want to be sure. And he thinks it's so neat that he loves to dip his fries in his ice cream like she used to! It makes me sad that Easton and Jaedyn didn't get the chance to know her. I'm sure they met her in heaven and I am sure she sent them to us! So today I just want to say Mom I miss you so much and if I would give anything for just one more day with you. I know that I will see you again one day and that gives me some kind of peace. I love you Mom!!!!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I miss her too their is not a day that goes by that I don't think of her too & especially today. She is definelty looking down on all of us today. I love you MOM.

Stephanie said...

I miss your mom too! I'm sitting here thinking of some of the memories. Her "Where's Waldo" in her painting her house. Driving down the street with her hand up rockin' out. My mossimo hoodie she bleached and you didn't want to tell me lol. the smell of ammonia and bleach. Her awesome homemade breadsticks (I tried to make them and they just weren't the same). she would always chomp on ice at Hardee's. Copper camel's. When I would sleep over she would wake you up at the butt crack of dawn to do choirs (I would still sleep, while you cleaned lol) I see a lot of your mom in you!! Sometimes when you do something I think holy shit that was so your mom! I love you, and I'll always be here for you!

Missy Lee said...

Brandy-
That must be so hard for you. When you know somebody that has lost their mom, it just makes you realize even more not to take the people you love for granted. And always remember to let people know how much you love them and care about them, because you just never know when the time will come that you might not ever be able to tell them again. I know that you guys will meet again someday...She just has to have some time up there to prepare everybody for when you come!! Just kidding :) (I hope you know that was just a joke.)
Love ya,
Melissa

tammy said...

Brandy, you are a awsome, your mom was a fun person to be around, I had a lot of fun playing Bongo with her. Im sure she is proud of you. you are a great mother....
love you steph mom